

♛Hello, Sunnies ♥ ✿
It has been 2 weeks since the summer class started. I must say that It was a burden at first especially when you have to pull yourself out of the bed with all your might when you actually just want to remain there forever.
But since attending to class meant allowance and extra benefits, I think to myself that it’s fair enough. After all, there’s no fun at all when one stop learning. And I really love school and my friends in there. Lucky that my professors in my 3 subjects are all awesome and extra nice! As in, studying seemed to be just like a piece of cake. No pressure!
Though, I didn’t have the chance to enjoy summer in its finest. At the end of the day, I could still say that I am productive and every day I am learning and improving. Go, girl. Let your hair down.

Last day of 2nd year-2nd sem…
And nothing feels like ever more relaxing knowing that tomorrow is another day, no work, no pressure.
Today, I thank the Lord for showing me the right path and leading the way in my life. Most importantly, for the love and support of my family, who serves as a bucketful of inspiration that pushes me harder in every thing that I do, I am just so grateful for having them. And if only there’s one thing I could change, It would be that I’ll give them their well-deserved life for working so hard for us.
For the past few months, tough times were undeniable and there’s always pressure in everything. The silent notion that I should always keep up and give it my best-est. (Well, I guess all of these are just from my head) But the thought of giving up is just not acceptable after all I’ve been through. And people always has something to say, that you are not good enough, that there’s still lacking after giving your best shot. It didn’t sound fair but in my world, I am partly affected of what others have to say. And yes, fvck them for minding my business but I can’t seem to disappoint them, never mind what it would take me and how far will i have to go. And because of that I am always 10x pressured!
But well, as Newton said “To every action there is always an equal and opposite reaction” and so, my nerve-racking anxieties and unhealthy state of pressure equates to this Sweet Little Triumph. 
Every time I look at it, a picture of me staying up late in my total bizarre being, researching, this and that, is what hits me before my eyes. Kinda funny. But the fun is always in the end, or maybe along the way that I just could not enjoy it because I was too driven that I don’t care any thing less but studying and studying and studying.
After all, It was still a Sweet and Fulfilling Experience. Hearing ‘em call your name, And I came up the stage. I feel so blessed. THANK YOU! ^^
AMEN.

Dame loves y’all ♥ xoxo
23rd March — 0 notes ❤
Unexpectedly, things turn out so bizarre, unusual and just so unbelievable. The thing is, it’s how we coolly manage not to get fucked up with all the shortcomings and about-to-fail situations. People may don’t give a shit and throw things at you! But it doesn’t mean a thing. It is just a test of character. The stronger you are, the more they try to pull you down. And the effort to stay standing there is just so hard. Really hard.
I just realized lately that not all good things beget good things. Some are just ironic. And Life has crazy way of sneaking up on us. It’s pretty ridiculous, how people just disrespect you, how they belittle you and just treat you like a piece of shit. People who think so highly of themselves having a comfortable life and think they could get you just like purchasing a candy over the counter. They are assholes and fucking dicks!
WOAH! Can’t believe I just said it. ‘kay! I am so gon’ be fine! Hello, Real people. Don’t be a mothafuckin’ hoe! :D
24th February — 0 notes ❤I am so gunna have this! SAVE A PENNY AND HAVE THIS THINGY! trololo ~
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